lies by omission

i never wanted to miss you
but i do
and i never ever wanted to know what i know now
but it's true
there is no taking anything back
and you know it
you said what you didnt want to say just by saying you didnt want to say it
"i dont want to say anything negative
i dont want to worry you"
congratulations
you failed
and im worried now
i should be
shouldn't i
watching you cut all your ties
im trying to find the words to say
that could make this go away
but they arent out there
i was numb that night
i was dumb that night
i was out past my bedtime that night
and i hardly even remember that night
but i can feel it now
what i missed then
and i dont have the chance (or the guts) to say it
what i didnt
be ok